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{midnight fantasy ♥ it's a sin}
24 December 2010 @ 12:11 am
Author : chimamiretears
Title : Body Rhythm
Pairing : Jang Keun Suk / Kim Jae Wook
Rating : NC-17
Length : 3,237 word count

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Current Mood: hornyhorny
Current Music: Closer by NIN
{midnight fantasy ♥ it's a sin}
24 June 2010 @ 02:02 am
It really sucks to feel this way. I'm so tired that my eyes wont stay open... however, I can't seem to fall asleep.
I have decided to look up some more clever communities and such to add to this journal. It just feels/seems so... lonely on here. I'm sure in due time it will pick up the pace. I suppose I'm just used to my original journal that I've had for 8 years and it being the constant reminder of flooding on an account that need not be. I have to continue to remind myself that this journal is not even 1 day old yet. I can't rightfully expect to have flooding within less than 24 hours, ne?

I suppose I could do some more Japanese course work. Lord knows I have a shit ton to do yet. I just wish I could sleep. Gah. I have so much I could be doing right now and the insomniac in me says "get up and do fun stuff!" while the realistic part is screaming "SLEEP!!!!" ... meh.

I don't know. I'm really just rambling at the sake of doing anything else at this point but as stated directly above I suppose I shall work on my Japanese. I can't really just let it build up on me. I'll never continue learning if I progress at that rate. '

Also, side note... it's really starting to make me sad that Bi Rain's twitter is seeming to have failed epically. I have been trying for about 3 weeks now to add him [as his tweets are set to private] and he has yet to accept. I got a little concerned of the matter but then realized that not only am I not being approved for adding but his friends list seems to be slightly dwindling down. It went from 13,000 [new account. he should have WAY more people added] to around 12,850 within these last few weeks. I'm assuming that whatever went down with the picture incident over the ring/bracelet may be the cause. I just wish there was a way to get an inside scoop on what the hell is going on... I just want to be his twitter friend! Is that so much to ask!?! :P 

Ok ok. Ending this!!! <3
Current Location: laying in bed.
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: It's Raining by Bi Rain
{midnight fantasy ♥ it's a sin}
23 June 2010 @ 08:53 pm
After much thought and some pleading from a very loved boy I have now gotten myself a new lj. It's mainly just for Japanese/Korean stuff. :) I may end up using it for entries as well but I haven't decided. ::ponders::

I'm really bummed that there is no possible way for me to see HSJ, Rain, or G-Dragon in concert. ::whimpers:: It's truly unfair. I do nothing but constantly research them online. ::laughs:: Ah well, as stated, I'm new to this whole genre of interest and it has completely consumed me. I think my heart may have Asian etched on it now. ::grins:: Gah, fuck living in BFE, KY. I hate it here. :/ Moving to Japan? I was asked so many times prior by the loved boy and always was hesitant. I believe the tables have turned slightly... or they're atleast somewhat unlevel now. He and I both want to go.. it's an amazing feeling.

Just took my first Japanese final. I got 91% and I'm very pleased with it! :) I would attempt to learn some Korean as well but considering, imo, it looks as if they have keyboard smashed to create their language and I simply cannot even learn the lyrics to Bi Rain or G-Dragon songs I see the probability of failing quickly rather high. I shall stay away for atleast awhile. It's difficult enough learning Japanese. ;)

I suppose I shall end this. It's not like anyone will read nor reply to it. Ah well, writing shit out for my own personal benefits is fine by me.

H-E-A-R-Tbreaker.... I'm out. <3
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: Heartbreaker by G-Dragon